I AM NO LONGER YOUR PUPPY!

Tears are strangers to me now.

I was lost in the maze of sorrow;

strangled by the magnitude of pain breaking my heart in twos.

I was vulnerable;

you saw through me,

knowing what my weakness was.

Like the snake in Eden,

you came subtly and beguiled me.

Oh! How I fell.

If I had known,

I would never have made that step that brought me to you;

our paths would never have crossed.

When you smiled,

I should have seen you for the danger you really were.

My emotions went berserk, begging for the love that never was; 

for an intimacy you can never give.

Oh! How I lost myself in you; my identity buried in my 'love' for you.

For a long time,

I was a shadow of me;

fading gradually

while your bestial soul

laughed at my expense.

But don't bother been happy for long,

for my beleaguered times are gone.

I am stronger now.

I no longer wait for your return;

no longer think of what went wrong or

how I made things worse.

My pillows will no longer be full of tears.

I am done been a resident of weeping villa and never again will I be a citizen of it because of you.

Like a wise sage said, I will never go back  back to eat my vomit. 

When I think of you now,

I have a blurred image of you;

you represent an achy itch I had and dealt with.

Forget about it dearie,

this lady is no longer your puppy.

The 'bimbo' you knew is gone

and in her place is a priceless jewel who knows her worth.

I am so busy fulfilling purpose that I am never gonna let you in anymore.

I still have my weakness,

that I know but my weakness is stronger than your strength.

I will never again fall for someone like you.

So when you see your friends,

tell them "she is above us

she is better and she knows her worth."

About the writer: Oisaomaye Clementina Omon is an unashamed lover of Jesus, nurse, life coach and writer. She's passionate about seeing folks come to the knowledge of who they are in Christ and living their life for the purpose of bringing glory to God. Connect with her on Facebook: Oisao Clementyne